Had a horrifying Monday because I completely forgot to set my alarm clock!!! Woke up like 30 minutes before work and it was so unbelievable that I started thinking if it’s public holiday or still weekend -_- Cause it has hardly happened to me!
I mean there are times when I woke up in shock thinking that I have missed my alarm but actually it’s my alarm hasn’t rung yet, so when it really happened this time, I just thought it was another “false alarm“! Mad rushhhhh but I am thankful to have my angel cum all time-saviour again! ((:
This week marks the official end of《长辈》and I can’t believe how fast this project went! As compared to the previous, I think this went quite smoothly~ Now it’s the start of another new project and I heard it’s gonna be a challenge! Till then, we shall see D:
TCC member birthday discount deal again! But this time Ah Lyn’s~ Got tricked to order this flavoured nachos :( I think we were tricked by the mushroom bites too! If that’s the case I think it’s really unethical for them to lie to us on the ingredients! Hmfp!
The next day was spent trekking with the volunteers since there was no project this week~ But I shall blog that separately as there are too many photos!
Finally managed to run all the name-changing errands on Sunday before practice! Although I did not manage to update the record for all accounts, at least I finally started and covered some! Extremely appreciative of the time ((:
Super nice mango pomelo as recommended by Yinning! So glad that we walked past if not I would not remember her raves! And it’s indeed like one of the best I have eaten! A pity they ran out of durian paste for what I want :(
Off for practice at Kranji Camp again and this week was rather chaotic…sigh! Cause there were some last minute changes again which “ruined” our homework and it doesn’t help that Eric was away this week! D:
In fact we had very limited time to do the formations this week because first half of the practice was spent on rehearsing the dance steps… So by the time we were down to do the formations after dinner, we were only left with like 1.5 hour?
1.5 hour and we had to use it to brief those who did not turn up last week, redo the last minute change (which took most of our time) and to do the new circle formation! Time wasn’t working well with us, racing off every minute and I did not even realise it was close to the end of the practice! Sigh!
Was still doing the changes before 老师 suddenly came to help us with the circle formation because we were lagging behind and I was pretty lost, cause I didn’t even know about it. Yet I was supposed to lead for the circle and I was still in a complete lost mode, unable to find my various markers :( The circle is seriously difficult!!! 8 damn markers to find within such a short time…argh!
So at the end of the night, I was exhausted, demoralised and angry. Angry for not having enough time, angry for the last minute change, angry that Eric wasn’t there to help us, angry with the participants behind for forgetting my instructions last week (just when I just praised them!), and mainly angry with myself for the incompetency of not completing what I had expected to and not being able to lead the circle formation well!
It’s true that I put a lot of pressure on myself and it’s something that I can’t help. It’s an Aries thing, I believe. But when I’m given a responsibility, I really wanna give my best and when my best doesn’t turn out the best that I had expected, then yes, I am not satisfied and will be thinking and thinking what went wrong. I will just keep thinking till I fall asleep!
Didn’t wanna rant because I didn’t wanna seem like a “sore loser” getting annoyed over my own incompetency and crying over spilled milk, but I still ended up ranting on and on~ Zzzzzz. As a result, I got an ice-cream treat so that I can “cool down“…hahaha! Cute~
The supposedly “better shot” that avoids that couple in the background~ Hmmmm. Really better meh??? I think my shot like nicer leh! LOLOL.