At some point of time, I feel really tired, really, really tired of being taken for granted. And I don’t even know who or where to rant it anymore.
I am not the nicest person, I don’t have good temper, neither am I very tolerant. But when it comes to the people whom I deem as important to me, I have always been trying my best to be the most tolerant. Because I hate flaring up at them. But I think I am reaching my limit.
I minimise conflict as much as I can, but what do I get in return? Time after time, my kindness and tolerance is being taken for granted. So is my time. I may be very free as compared to the others, but that’s because I always prioritise my things; I prioritise the people around me, which is why to all my other friends, I am always seem as very busy. So to any of you, just because I prioritised you doesn’t mean my time can be taken for granted like this. Because it makes me feel that I could be better off somewhere else spending my time more wisely.
It’s really frustrating to be taken for granted – having my presence being asked for as and when (and where ever) one wants. I have never once defied because I respect and cherish our relationship and friendship, but it’s also hurting and tiring to learn that time after time again, you are never the priority of the ones you prioritise. You’re probably just a makeshift. And to think that such a person is usually the one you hold close to your heart.
Enough said. I just needed a space to rant.
Sharing the theme song of our latest drama that has been stuck in
my our heads. 第一次听时觉得也还好而已，但剪久了渐渐对片中剧情产生了感情，就会越听越有 feel. 有时，还会剪到想哭。
《原来越快乐的事 越要经过痛苦几次 换掉一根心中长住的刺》